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Poor Pretender

by Long Mama

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1.
I told you I’d be just fine When you set me down gently Told you I had a ride To get me back home But I’m walking on 35 southbound And I think Gavin saw me I’m sorry, babe I’m a poor pretender I promised my family I promised my friends Made a deal with myself I’d keep it together after our story ended But this phoenix is drinking fire Holding court in the ashes I’m sorry, babe I’m a poor pretender My mother she taught me How to build, how to thrive With nothing but my hands, My voice, my heart, and my singular mind Always been a point of pride To keep my head above water Now I’m no good at this, babe I’m no good at this, babe I’m no good, I’m no good I told you I’d be just fine When you set me down gently Told you I had a ride To get me back home But it’s pouring at the side door Won’t you let me inside? I’m sorry, babe I’m a poor pretender
2.
Half Love 03:17
Don’t want to be your half love, baby Your half flame flickering out on your broken stove Don’t want to stay and wait around ‘til morning To hear you call my name and pound at my back door Don’t want to watch a fire when it’s dying That half flame flickering out as the smoke it climbs Don’t want to see you wander, see you roaming See you halfway out the door as you say goodbye Oh, I’ve been down that one-way road Now I see where it goes I’ve tasted your blues And I’ve had enough of those Don’t want to watch the sun shine as it’s sinking down That half flame flickering out as the dark it grows Don’t want to hear your engine sputter and leave this town See you halfway up the hill from here below Oh, I’ve been down that one-way road Now I know better than before I can’t watch a man half-love me anymore.
3.
South Dakota, about five years ago We had driven straight for two days up from Chicago And we drove out to that desolate plateau Steel eyes staring out across the Badlands below We crept down, down, down into the mazes Our boot prints in the mud our only traces You spied a Coke can from 1965 And I stopped to ask you if you thought the guy was dead or alive After the sun set, we threw our blankets down And made love while above us on the prairie the coyotes howled And that very same night, Lord, I dreamed such dreams I was sinking through the water, only catfish could hear my screams When I awoke, the moon was shining bright But when I looked around there was no sign of you by my side I waited for the sunrise to take a shot of liquor Then I turned, and I began to walk across that lonesome desert After three long days, I thought I saw you, honeybun You were smiling real sweetly at me right up the barrel of a shotgun But when I looked again, there was nothing there Just the sun above and the rock below for me to bear So when you’re staring deeply into your woman’s eyes You better not start, no, you better not show any surprise When you hear my voice from many miles below Saying, “Come back, baby, better kiss me once before you go.”
4.
Kite Flyer 04:29
Kite flyer You’re no good company You got a tight hold And no hurricane’s setting her free Kite flyer You let her fly high, dip low Dance with the wind for a spell But you ain’t letting go How you gonna reach for the clouds When you’re stuck on the ground? When life keeps you down Hitch a ride, don’t be found Kite flyer You live for the sparkle and flash Show off your kite ‘til it fades Send it out with the trash Kite flyer I can see right through you You don’t think you’re worth much Underneath all that tinsel, do you? How you gonna reach for the clouds When you’re stuck on the ground? When life keeps you down Hitch a ride, don’t be found Kite flyer You’re no good company You got a tight hold And no hurricane’s setting her free Kite flyer You let her fly high, dip low Cut that line You know she ain’t coming back no more No more
5.
Quiet 06:11
Hold my hand as I leave the hide Shield the sun so the snow don’t blind Be mine All alone am I All mothers sing themselves a sweet lullaby To conquer the quiet Calf left home and lost the herd Read my lips as I speak the words Be mine All alone am I All children sing themselves a sweet lullaby To conquer the quiet Polish no stone, hinder no fire Settle no bird on the telephone wire Be mine All alone am I All lovers sing themselves a sweet lullaby To conquer the quiet Look to your bed Blankets undone Saltwater dry slow Waiting for sun The harder one tries to sleep The harder sleep seems to come Look to your coat Still hanging around Gathering leaves There on the ground Pockets still full of receipts, loose change, And a match that you found Tell me, my love, Do you ever slow? Down on that river Down on that road Will you find what you seek or dig deep ‘Til you’re rolling in fool’s gold?
6.
The Narrows 04:37
They called me a madman They called me a ghost Forty-eight days running at forty below They gave me no rest They gave me no peace Corner this dog and it’s powder you’ll eat If you follow me to the narrows If you follow me to the narrows They thought they had me at Whitehorse At Rat River they came Four mounties’ men to put me away But I will not go quietly And I will not surrender And I will not falter before I fire If you follow me to the narrows If you follow me to the narrows I’ll run ‘til you can’t find my tracks in the snow If you follow me to the narrows When they finally gunned me down May’s mounties from Calgary They listed the things that they found on my icy cold body A needle and thread Five pearls and a pocket knife Nine dollars in gold, twelve matches, and seven little pieces of moosehide. A .30-30 and .22 Ten laces for snowshoes, too. Fish hooks and pills and twine Who was I, who was I, who was I? They call me a broken man They explain me away Fought in the trenches, seen too many graves Or am I your very heart off-beat and untame Who’d rather wreak havoc than more of the same? Won’t you follow me to the narrows? Won’t you follow me to the narrows?
7.
Clean Break 04:16
You could have gone so loud With a holler and pout Could have slammed the door Could have called me out You could have danced all night ‘Til you had to go You could have held me before You left me out in the cold You thought you’d make a clean break No letters to leave and no goodbyes to say You thought you’d make a clean break Didn’t you, babe? You could have gone so sweet Could have said some things Little eulogy For the love that stings Could have made believe Could have told me true What I did wrong Or what I couldn’t be to you You thought you’d make a clean break Your eyes on the road and your mind off the ache You thought you’d make a clean break Didn’t you, babe? But you went and left A goddamn mess in your wake Wondering weighs heavy on a lonesome heart I’m rattling these chains Can you hear them from afar? You could make me free You could cut me loose You could deal an ace To this hand of blues You could shine a little light On this darkest mine Or maybe some night you’ll pull over And drop me a line.
8.
I drove for seven days ‘Til I hit dust and gravel It was high time to get away From that corner where I Where I saw you, I saw you Running loose and untame You had the mark of the blues I had the mark of the maimed Now you’ve got me in a spin And I can’t set myself right again I drove for seven days ‘Til I hit the Steese Highway ‘Til I couldn’t see back To that corner where you Where you set your little snare Made of plastic and tin I saw something shiny there And I rolled right in Now you’ve got me in a spin And I can’t myself right again You poured sugar in my engine You poured sugar in my engine I drove for seven days ‘Til I hit dust and gravel
9.
Take It Out 03:30
Baby, you’ve got it all I’ve lost count of those lucky stars Tonight I’m taking you out To your favorite neon bar I know that I was cruel I can’t seem to stay above this blue But I didn’t mean to take it out on you Seems like one minute my ace is high And the next my ace is low These days I wake up crying Buddy, how can I roll when the wheels won’t go? I’m trying, I promise I’m trying To pony up, to get this right Oh, I didn’t mean to take it out on you No, I didn’t mean to take it out on you Hollowness works its way in Like a porcupine quill through a puppydog shin But tonight I’m taking you out Tonight I’m saying thank you, my friend ‘Cause I didn’t mean to take it out on you No, I didn’t mean to take it out on you
10.
Lonerman 03:49
Lonerman Why do you walk alone? Walk ‘til you’re lost Tracing dog tracks home in the dirty snow When you’ve got loving Right under your nose? Heart like a broken toe Grows back crooked, But no one will ever know Ever know Let me make my apologies I’ve been on a wild streak Drunken archers never win Line up the empties You’ve got a criminal Asleep in the alley No coat on her shoulders Only the pigeons and sparrows for family Lonerman You’re braver than I I’m a spooked little pony Cloaked in a caribou hide But I won’t let nobody Tie up this wild mind I’ll graze here a while Then I’ll run off again In sudden flight So let’s take hands And douse our blazing lives With all the liquor and love We can find in the city tonight In the city tonight In the city tonight In the city tonight

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released October 28, 2022

Produced by Long Mama and Erik Koskinen
Recorded and mixed by Erik Koskinen at Real Phonic Studios
Mastered by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering

All songs written by Kat Wodtke
except The Narrows, written by Kat Wodtke & Andrew Koenig

Kat Wodtke: vocals, acoustic guitar
Andrew Koenig: electric guitar, 12-string guitar, banjo
Samual Odin: upright bass
Nick Lang: drums
Eva Nimmer: backing vocals
Erik Koskinen: lap steel, wurlitzer, tambourine, and additional electric guitars on 1, 3, 7, 9, & 10

Album artwork by Jessica Seamans
Album layout & design by Alison Kleiman

Special thanks to Gavin, Johanna, Caley, Adam, Sahan, Derek, Joe, Eston, Matt, Michael, Greg, Martha, Isabelle, Gino, Geoff, Liz, Ken, Patti, Kurt, Mel, and The Flood.

In loving memory of Sarah Mitchell, Mark Mantyh, & Nathan Hughes

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Long Mama Milwaukee, Wisconsin

Long Mama’s music blisters with the heart and grit of someone who has lost hard, loved harder, and licked her burns until they stung then silvered. In a drafty attic just west of the Milwaukee River she grew up on, you’ll find songwriter Kat Wodtke (Wood-key) raking through notebooks in search of a salve: words, stories, and sounds to temper the dumpster fires we never mean to light. ... more

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